Yes, you can enjoy enormously with the value of humility. I implore you, sit tight for God unobtrusively, and don’t be so strict with religious rules. To have nothing to appear for yourself and to hang tight for God is better than to clean your devotion. You will not get heathen by hanging tight for God. Despite what might be expected, the reality of God’s motivation will develop in your heart, and that is the only thing that is in any way meaningful.