If you realised that you have been forgiven, you will let today be a new beginning. No more living guilty. Make a fresh start, not any more living blameworthy, down on yourself, revealing to God all that you’ve fouled up. He’s now pardoned you. You’re forgiven. At times we’re trusting that God will change the conditions, however truly, God is looking out for you. Shake off what hasn’t worked out. This day is a blessing, live in it! Continue to live in this blessing of forgiveness you have from God. That’s it!!!