Yes, upon you, God’s calling is irrevocable! You haven’t committed such a large number of errors. God’s approaching your life is unavoidable. He doesn’t alter His perspective since you got off base. He won’t disregard you until you get back on the correct way. I say to you; shake off low desires; shake off what someone disclosed to you that you can’t do. They don’t decide your predetermination; God does. We’re in!!!